Hey I'm Nicole. I am choosing happiness no matter what curve balls are thrown at me. God is truly amazing and He has brought me to far to let go of me now :D
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Saturday, September 11, 2010
always remembered
Hey beauties! On this day in 2001, our country will always remember those who lost their lives and how many of our lives changed after the attack.
What disturbs me is how much HATE we have. When I say we I mean Race..The HUMAN RACE. its like people of ALL religions can be quick to say I do this hate crime for my God. Oh really? I'm christian and I have friends from different religious beliefs and no where in our religious literary does it say " KILL for ME" or involve in "hate crimes". No that is people who do that. We are all sinners, yes yes Its true the difference is that we should try to do better so that one day God can have mercy on our souls.
I'm just tired of all this hatred and anger going on from "religion" to "politics" Everyone is so quick to say "united we stand" no the heck we don't...many of us say it because it sounds good or we may follow it for a week or so but at the end of day people turn their sadness into anger and hostility. I hope and pray that one day freedom will ring.
Please wake up people!
What disturbs me is how much HATE we have. When I say we I mean Race..The HUMAN RACE. its like people of ALL religions can be quick to say I do this hate crime for my God. Oh really? I'm christian and I have friends from different religious beliefs and no where in our religious literary does it say " KILL for ME" or involve in "hate crimes". No that is people who do that. We are all sinners, yes yes Its true the difference is that we should try to do better so that one day God can have mercy on our souls.
I'm just tired of all this hatred and anger going on from "religion" to "politics" Everyone is so quick to say "united we stand" no the heck we don't...many of us say it because it sounds good or we may follow it for a week or so but at the end of day people turn their sadness into anger and hostility. I hope and pray that one day freedom will ring.
Please wake up people!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
hello there
hey beauties!
Yesterday was a great day, I woke up got myself together to go a 1 year old birthday party at a big park here in L.I. Baby Tamia's party was so cute there were clowns who danced and did body painting. yep the day was pretty smooth until after my Avonex shot :( yeah my left side was in pain but nothing new there. on my next appointment I will let my neuro about the continuing issue with my left side. However this morning I didn't go to church, I decided to stay home. I do feel alot better so I'm just taking it easy.
I am thinking about posting vids. If anyone knows me, they know that I am passionate about God,family,children,aspirations,my natural hair and now MS health. I already have a YouTube page, but probably in october I am going to start doing vids on the passions of my life. I hope you readers tune in. I will post vids here as well :D I'll keep you posted :D
Later Beauties!
Yesterday was a great day, I woke up got myself together to go a 1 year old birthday party at a big park here in L.I. Baby Tamia's party was so cute there were clowns who danced and did body painting. yep the day was pretty smooth until after my Avonex shot :( yeah my left side was in pain but nothing new there. on my next appointment I will let my neuro about the continuing issue with my left side. However this morning I didn't go to church, I decided to stay home. I do feel alot better so I'm just taking it easy.
I am thinking about posting vids. If anyone knows me, they know that I am passionate about God,family,children,aspirations,my natural hair and now MS health. I already have a YouTube page, but probably in october I am going to start doing vids on the passions of my life. I hope you readers tune in. I will post vids here as well :D I'll keep you posted :D
Later Beauties!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
updates
hey beauties,
Today wasn't the best day but because of the wonderful people in my life I am able to continue to fight. This seems so crazy to me but I was so angry today and I wanted to punch something and I broke down when it became hard to ball up my fist :(.
However after taking avonex and taking a 3 hour nap I was able to gain more strength. but the weakness and pain in my limbs are still present. I will say though this week I was able to wear high heels :D!!!
The one frustration I have is that people assume that because I am on medication that I shouldn't feel any of the symptoms. I know I shouldn't get mad because they do not know but the symptoms are still here and all I can do is pray and smile whenever I can. However I appreciate their concern so I'm still blessed anyway :D
Today wasn't the best day but because of the wonderful people in my life I am able to continue to fight. This seems so crazy to me but I was so angry today and I wanted to punch something and I broke down when it became hard to ball up my fist :(.
However after taking avonex and taking a 3 hour nap I was able to gain more strength. but the weakness and pain in my limbs are still present. I will say though this week I was able to wear high heels :D!!!
The one frustration I have is that people assume that because I am on medication that I shouldn't feel any of the symptoms. I know I shouldn't get mad because they do not know but the symptoms are still here and all I can do is pray and smile whenever I can. However I appreciate their concern so I'm still blessed anyway :D
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
She got attititude!
hey beauties!
I know the mood changes is something not only common with MS, PMS (ironic?lol) but just being a woman!!!and at times I do just have one of those days. Unfortunately today was a day like that. It just seemed like almost every left and right something was "poppin" up. I am now relaxed and calm but smiling and breathing is key.
The heat is unfortunately still not my friend but I do enjoy the summer. I love hearing the crickets at night, the silence.. During the summer nights strolling on the boardwalk is so amazing, listening to the waves rock in every emotion. I get that feeling that God is present :) Loves it!
I am learning to continue to walk forward, push my shoulders back, keep my chin up listen to my body (do's and don'ts), stay hydrated, and smile even when it hurts :)
Check u later beauties!
I know the mood changes is something not only common with MS, PMS (ironic?lol) but just being a woman!!!and at times I do just have one of those days. Unfortunately today was a day like that. It just seemed like almost every left and right something was "poppin" up. I am now relaxed and calm but smiling and breathing is key.
The heat is unfortunately still not my friend but I do enjoy the summer. I love hearing the crickets at night, the silence.. During the summer nights strolling on the boardwalk is so amazing, listening to the waves rock in every emotion. I get that feeling that God is present :) Loves it!
I am learning to continue to walk forward, push my shoulders back, keep my chin up listen to my body (do's and don'ts), stay hydrated, and smile even when it hurts :)
Check u later beauties!
Saturday, August 14, 2010
trader joes sunflowerseed butter
Has anyone tried this yet? My mom purchased it from trader joes and I am in love with it. it is definitely an alternative to peanut butter :D
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
MRI Update
Hey beauties!
So I had my second MRI back in june with Contrast. I am please to know that the lesions are not active and no "new" ones were present! woohoo Thank God, so happy about that :D. I also have done a month on avonex which has been pretty good, I still have aches and burning pains in my arms and legs but I'm managing. The neuro just gave me a prescription for the pain that should help me when I feel like that. Nothing else really going on..I will update any other news :D
later beauties
So I had my second MRI back in june with Contrast. I am please to know that the lesions are not active and no "new" ones were present! woohoo Thank God, so happy about that :D. I also have done a month on avonex which has been pretty good, I still have aches and burning pains in my arms and legs but I'm managing. The neuro just gave me a prescription for the pain that should help me when I feel like that. Nothing else really going on..I will update any other news :D
later beauties
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