a heart to heart with mom soothes the heart :)

Hey I know it has been a long time!
Many updates. I have a new job with health benefits that are awesome!!!!!!

I am so happy and I am counting my blessings :)

So on Monday, my mother and I had a long heartful conversation :). I spoke to her about my worries and concerns with a potential progression of my condition. Friends trust and believe I know the Lord is with me and I MUST trust HIM, I just kept those feelings deep down and they needed to come out. My mom hugged me and it felt good. I know that despite the hardship, the aches, the pain, the numbness, weakness, I am and will continue to be STRONG. So while the enemy thought he had me wrapped around his fingers, I just Fired back!

and friends that's what we must aim to do..Fire Back! I may have MS but it doesn't have ME!

Makes me want to HOLLER

Hey beauties,

I hope all is well.
Well, today a short while ago I did just what the title says, I HOLLERED. I was in so much pain and I kept finding myself say Why God Why??? I feel like I'm crying to the top of my lungs but yet it seems like I'm in a house with all the windows up yelling for help and people just walk by. So after deep breaths and drinking some sips of cold water I was able to calm down. My head is still bothering me but God is with me. There is a reason that I have MS and I am still on the quest to find out why..
I know God is listening to my prayers and I know He is with me always...
Well beauties, lets keep each other in prayer and take it one day at a time.

woah I learned something today!

hey beauties!

I know I have been away for a while but I am back. I have been pretty busy and I haven't really had much to discuss however here is an update:

My bf and I have celebrated our 10 year anniversary :)

I have changed the days that I take Avonex, instead of it being on saturdays it is now on tuesdays :)

I have been doing better, instead of feeling symptoms everyday like I did during the summer, the symptoms have decreased :)

I start a new job on Monday

So thats pretty much the update, now for what I learned..Today I took my shot and I forgot to take aleeve before the injection...OOOOO MAN I will do my BEST to not ever forget. My legs and arms were burning so bad! has this happened to anyone else?

I am truly blessed and counting each blessing. God is amazing and I'm happy that God is answering my prayers.

Later beauties

sometimes I want to scream

hey beauties,

Ever feel like this? I feel like screaming alot these days mainly because of crazy obstacles that life offers. You have to wonder at times, when will this be over? or when can the sunshine come out?

I read on facebook at status that said "don't wait until the storm is over, learn how to dance in the rain" this is very true. We constantly sit and wait for better days, for all we know better is there right in our face but we refuse to see it because we are caught up in our selfish ways.

Lets remember, God is able and a deliver. So when you want to scream, trust and believe He knows your pain, he knows your struggle. Even when we may steer away from God, He has not turned his back on us. God Bless beauties

Studies Examine How to Detect PML Brain Infection and Question Value of Tysabri “Drug Holidays” : National MS Society

Studies Examine How to Detect PML Brain Infection and Question Value of Tysabri “Drug Holidays” : National MS Society

always remembered

Hey beauties! On this day in 2001, our country will always remember those who lost their lives and how many of our lives changed after the attack.

What disturbs me is how much HATE we have. When I say we I mean Race..The HUMAN RACE. its like people of ALL religions can be quick to say I do this hate crime for my God. Oh really? I'm christian and I have friends from different religious beliefs and no where in our religious literary does it say " KILL for ME" or involve in "hate crimes". No that is people who do that. We are all sinners, yes yes Its true the difference is that we should try to do better so that one day God can have mercy on our souls.

I'm just tired of all this hatred and anger going on from "religion" to "politics" Everyone is so quick to say "united we stand" no the heck we don't...many of us say it because it sounds good or we may follow it for a week or so but at the end of day people turn their sadness into anger and hostility. I hope and pray that one day freedom will ring.
Please wake up people!

hello there

hey beauties!

Yesterday was a great day, I woke up got myself together to go a 1 year old birthday party at a big park here in L.I. Baby Tamia's party was so cute there were clowns who danced and did body painting. yep the day was pretty smooth until after my Avonex shot :( yeah my left side was in pain but nothing new there. on my next appointment I will let my neuro about the continuing issue with my left side. However this morning I didn't go to church, I decided to stay home. I do feel alot better so I'm just taking it easy.

I am thinking about posting vids. If anyone knows me, they know that I am passionate about God,family,children,aspirations,my natural hair and now MS health. I already have a YouTube page, but probably in october I am going to start doing vids on the passions of my life. I hope you readers tune in. I will post vids here as well :D I'll keep you posted :D

Later Beauties!