So this week my new neurologist referred me to Biogen Idec (Avonex manufacturers). I received a phone call and plenty of useful information. Once I feel out the consent forms and send my w-2's for financial assistance I will began treatment. I am very nervous about this but I have a wonderful support system and I know I will be fine :D
Yesterday I hung out with of my girlies whom as well has MS. we walked along the park and she gave me alot of insight from her own personal experience with Avonex and pointers for when I start treatment. I have to say though after the walk...My legs were beginning to get weak on me and I was just ooo no. However, I kept pushing, and with the thought of seeing my wonderful boyfriend I gathered the strength to drive home.
Last night I cried, the pain. What was even worst was bad thoughts of what if the meds don't work or this how things will be for the rest of my life? Instead of driving myself crazy I prayed and continuously ask God for strength. Once I relaxed and took deep breaths, I drifted off to dream world :D.
This morning was a good day. I had a few minor off sets but I managed :)
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