The saddest story

I listen to what you say, but I see what you do
I remember the day when all my emotions seemed to be true
you have your own thoughts but it's not what you said
and now its gone, dead, the saddest story ever read.

I reached out for you but you couldn't embrace
You left, you fled, without a trace
When your story revealed your sick plot
that's when the roses begin to rot.

When your around I'm uneasy, my heart races
At times I wish me and the fly on the wall could trade places
I rather dodge fast enough to not get splattered
then to live life with you as if I didn't matter.

Go head, go on, I'm sick, I'm through
I need to be set free and away from you
Don't cry for me, don't ask for me
Just let me get out of this misery

This is a nightmare, how could this happen to us?
Its because we mistaken love for what was only lust.
Don't be sorry, because this chapter has to end
you need me to need you but now no one will win.

Did the tremors affect you? What about Irene

Hi beauties

I'm not sure if it is hormonal or if the tremors from the earthquake kind of set me off a bit. I had terrible migraines and I have been having weakness in my legs. Has anyone else been experiencing more exaberations than usual?

I am very thankful that the storm didn't do too much damage here up north however my heart and prayers are with the family who have lost loved ones during the storm.

God bless

WOW been gone for a while

I haven't posted on here in a while..I have been busy. I'm just getting back into the habit of writing again.

The heat has been rough on me, especially if the humidity is high smh. Today was pretty low humidity in NY so I was good. So good that I wore my high wedges :) I said this weekend that I wanted to get back into wearing my heels. I love heels and Ive been a little down about not wearing them on the regular. However I do keep in mind that with working with PreK children, heels weren't really an option. So, now that I'm done teaching summer school and work in an office, I can wear my heels! woop woop (but keep a pair flats on hand) :)

Until next time
Nikki

Keep on striding

hey beauties!

I hope all is well :) Life has been a whirl wind lately but I'm still striding. My anniversary of the dx is april 13th. I can't believe its been a year soon..sheesh.

Nothing else really new just taking it one day at a time and trying not to stress too much during these wedding plans :p

Until next time..